All of the talk about the girls that are going to kindergarten for the first time reminds deidre of A’s first day. she’d been going to preschool at least 2 days a week since shortly after her second birthday. deidre thought it was important for her to have interactions with other kiddos her age. There weren’t too many kids near our home. It was all horse ranch property. A made some great friends.

Too soon it was time for her to go to "big girl school" though. On one hand it was a blessing, no more paying $18/day, but on the other hand, as bella said, it meant that A was starting to grow up. A was so excited to pick out her backpack and lunch bag, and her new outfit for the first day of school. These are the kinds of things that deidre will never forget. A’s eyes were wide with excitement, and she just couldn’t sit still.

deidre really hopes that one day her ex-husband grows up and lets deidre back into A’s life.

Master will be leaving again on Sunday for a quick trip up to Atlanta. He’ll be gone for 3 or 4 days, then come home for 3 or 4 days and then He leaves again for His bro’s birthday trip and will be gone another 12. Compared to kaya’s Master’s absence, this is nothing. Master’s trips seem to be getting longer and longer though. Maybe in the end Master needs 2 slaves not to be sisters but because He can install one at His home in Atlanta, spend half of His time there, and the other half here with deidre. Hell, if He’s going to go that far He may as well just search for 3. That way there can be 2 in each home, we can keep each other company when He’s gone and be doubly pleasing when He’s with us.

The photo shoot that deidre had back on the 7th was a lot of fun. It was for a Damsel in Distress site with a photographer that she met at last year’s FetishCon. There were several different "kidnapping" scenes in which deidre was tied down to a chair or table and left struggling. she was "pushed" into the pool with a weight tied to her ankles, she was "blown up" a few times by different bombs, there was even a scene with a knife, and one with a noose. Overall deidre has more than 800 photos to sort through and hopes that she can work with the photographer again. It was just a blast!

deidre’s been sleeping terribly lately. she started taking and antibiotic on Sunday that made her feel sort of foggy to begin with, then it turned into this terrible throbbing headache, and now she thinks that it is keeping her awake. It could be something else, but she’s blaming the pills for now. she got up this morning after only about 4 hours of sporadic sleep and needed coffee…badly. She went out to the kitchen, put the water into the maker, put in the filter ect and got it started. A little while later she went back to get her first cup and realized that she had forgotten to put the grounds into the filter. Usually deidre is pretty non-functional before coffee, but this morning was just pathetic.

deidre doesn’t know if it will be a valuable resource to anyone, but soon she’s going to be adding a "Reading List’ link. deidre goes through a lot of books (good thing for libraries!). Someone out there might be interested in what she’s reading.

If you can’t tell, deidre is running out of things to write about (in general, not just in this post) and it will be worse when Master is away. A few months ago deidre invited anyone to ask anything that they might want to know, up to 6 questions. She answered them one at a time as thoroughly as possible. Now she’s inviting you all to do it again, or to do it for the first time. Ask about anything except personal contact information. Please give deidre something to do when Master’s away that is worth being posted.

~deidre~