rambling again

This may come out making less sense rather than more, but deidre can’t help it at the moment. her thoughts are sort of just gushing out.

It’s amazing when deidre is exposed to someone, in this case she’s never met them personally…she’s never seen them…but before the world this person lays out their life for all to see in such wonderful vivid detail that at first it causes Envy…then deidre sits back and thinks to herself, “but you silly girl, you have all that she describes, only on a lesser scale” and Awe moves in to push out Envy so that all this girl thank think is “wow”
Then Awe is somehow mutated into Inspiration.

* ding *

All at once deidre realizes that it isn’t the tangible material things that gave birth to Envy and Awe. Those things don’t matter. deidre can still give it all to Master without those things. Not only can deidre do it, but she does do it every day.

Just as Master is her prince-charming-dream-come-true allowing her to live out an amazing fairy tale right here in the middle of Florida, deidre is His fairy-slave-princess come true as well. His “perfect pet” and “most cherished possession”. Sometimes deidre forgets and is overwhelmed by the “you’re not good enough” thoughts when all along Master is trying to drive home to her the fact that yes, she is good enough or else she wouldn’t be here.

Thank you ravenna_amorosa, for being such an inspiration!