Thank You, Master.

deidre has come to realize that not only are there people outside of the lifestyle that are unable (unwilling?) to comprehend the path that deidre has chosen, but there are those that are part of the BDSM world that don’t as well. There are those that just don’t understand how she can give herself completely. They don’t comprehend the why. They don’t realize that as a slave she is nothing more than what He wants her to be. she is simply a reflection of Him, a projection of His desires. As His Owned property, every part of her belongs to Him. As a slave, she came to Him, offered up every piece of her soul, her heart, her mind, and her body trusting Him to give back those aspects that are necessary for His pleasure and keeping the others locked away safe.

Master:

In 19 days it will be 2 years since You officially gave deidre Your collar (again- but this time for real). deidre loves You, Master. she worships You. she needs You more than anything else. she thanks You for loving her, for cherishing her, for keeping her as Yours, even when things from the outside cause complications. Thank You for holding her both when her body is racked with sobs and with laughter. Thank You for allowing her simply to be herself, for wanting her even when it’s hard to understand exactly what she doing/thinking/feeling. she wishes she could give You as much as You have given her, Master. she has nothing that hasn’t already come from You, but she will spend the rest of her life showing You how much she loves being Yours.

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