Thursday, June 22, 2006

Tonight We/we sleep with the fishes

It’s silly and goofy but for some reason it never gets old. “Tonight We/we sleep with the fishes” deidre always says after making the bed and putting on the fishy sheets. They are damn near the tackiest sheets in the world but so bright and colorful.

When deidre first came to Master’s Household, it seemed like everything was white. All of the sheets were white, the towels, sink, tub and cabinetry in the guest bathroom were white. Everything in the kitchen was white. It wasn’t even for a really good reason. It was simply because white was easy.

Then, deidre came along, and eventually the fishy sheets, colored towels, etc did too. Perhaps one could say that deidre colors Master world? Or if white is easy, then the color that deidre brings makes everything so much more complicated? Either way, today marks the 2 year anniversary of the day that He locked this collar around His little slut’s neck and took her formally as His forever.

Our meeting was a fluke really. Not only was deidre married, and He lived 2500 miles away on the opposite coast, but His initial correspondence to deidre was intended for someone else. The worst part of it all is that deidre was what she now refers to as a player, a fake.

* gasp *

Yes, that’s right. deidre was originally just playing a game. How could this world of chains and whips, spankings and servitude, begging and pleasing exist? And what the heck is shibari, golden showers, bukkake and bastinado? All of this Master and slave stuff is just a game over the internet, something you do in chat rooms. It’s one hell of a turn on, but not for real right?.

Boy was she in for a shock. Not only is this wicked crazy life real, but she left her husband (that was part of the plan anyway), her step daughter, her family, her job, and most of her possessions to move out to Florida to become totally immersed in it. she’s done so many things she never dreamed she would, and become so much more than she thought possible. It’s all thanks to one Man’s love and patience.

Today We/we celebrate Us/us, Master. Thank You for wanting her, for keeping her, for possessing her. deidre loves You so much. It is literally hurting to think of how big that is, to feel the power of that emotion. she’s your bitch, your slut, your whore, your cunt, your slave, your little girl, your puppy, and your pet. she’s your property, she’s owned by you and she knows Master, that she’s truly nothing without you.