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deidre hasn’t written much of anything important lately. There just doesn’t seem to be a whole lot going on that’s interesting on a day-to-day basis. deidre’s life is back to “normal” settling back down to how it is when she is not on the phone, on IM, e-mailing etc with a sister slave.

Master’s birthday is only 8 days away. deidre has a special surprise for Him that will basically take up the entire weekend. deidre’s time on phone will probably be pretty limited too because she will be being vanilla. This year He just wants a normal home made German chocolate cake. No pirate ships or anything. It leaves deidre feeling kind of disappointed, but it is His birthday. He is the Master. He does get to pick the boring factor of His own cake ;)

Shortly after Master’s birthday celebration is over, on the 28th, deidre leaves for California. It will be her 1st time alone and away from home since “the time that shall not be named” That 38-day period of time when she was away from Him after leaving in March of ‘04. deidre’s actually kind of scared. she will be away from Master, her life, her love, her purpose for 8 days. she can just drive somewhere when she wants to, buy something when she wants to, eat, piss, shit etc whenever she wants to. Of course she will be held accountable for any bad decisions that she might make while she’s gone and she’s sure that Master will be speaking with her several times a day while she’s away…but it’s just not the same.

she really wishes that He could come with her, even if only for the 2nd half of the trip while deidre is in the town she grew up in. she has the really strange desire to point out her schools, the park the pool, the place where she got her first kiss, lost her virginity, first public fucking etc. But what would He do in a little dinky town like that? 4th of July festivities include a tractor pull, frog jump contest, some fireworks and a bunch of people getting fucked up at one of the town’s 2 fine drinking establishments. LOL…it’ll be good to be back in her former home. If deidre can figure out how she will probably make a voice post or two while she’s in Cali.

Tomorrow Master is taking deidre to a tattoo shop in Tampa that looks perfect. We/we’re not actually going to have them done tomorrow. We/we’re just going to look around and talk with the piercer, set a price etc. From their website they look like they know what they are doing and have a clean facility.

Sometime this week Master has to take a sperm sample over to the doctor’s office to test for little swimmers. If there are none deidre gets to finally get fucked in her little cunt again. It feels like it’s been forever! He’s used her ass and her mouth, but as selfish as it sounds, it just isn’t the same as being forced down onto her hands and knees like His good little bitch and being fucked nice and hard, begging to climax, milking His cock until He fills her up with His seed. mmmmmm…. deidre can’t wait.

Because of this sample though, and the need for all of those little swimmers to be gone, Master has been on super sex mode over the last week. He’s been using deidre just like she’s nothing but a sheath for His cock. Just a face to pump into to rid himself of that extra sperm. It’s not something that He’s done very often…just made her a hole, His hole, taking His pleasure from her almost clinically. On one hand deidre can’t help but think, but she’s not a hole, she’s a person, she’s a sexual being…On the other hand, she absolutely loves it. There’s something so humiliating and degrading about the way He just tells her to get on her knees and “open up slut”. Then He makes His deposit. the deed is done and We/we each go one with whatever We/we were doing before.