A Tuesday Afternoon

He asks her if she is working yet with a gleam in His eye. she says no, however she is about to begin. He instructs her first to prepare the room. He wants to play for a bit. she spreads a towel out on the bed and get out the straps from the bedside drawer. When He enters the room she is kneeling next to His bed, eager and excited with the whip beside her.

He stands before her and she reaches up to undress Him. First she removes His shoes and socks, then His belt and pants. Finally she stands to unbutton His shirt and removes it as well. she can see His body, completely nude. He is ready. His scent excites her even more.

He instructs her to get onto the bed with Him, between His legs. she knows exactly what He wants. she’s done it thousands of times before. He wants her mouth, hot and wet, wrapped around His cock. Who is she to refuse? she’s nothing more than a slave, a toy for His pleasure.

For a few moments she worships Him. she savors His manly taste, sliding up and down until her lips are slightly swollen. When He wraps His hands into her hair to pull her off her cheeks are glistening with her tearful reward for choking around every inch of His hard cock.

He pulls her up to Him and guides her lips to His. she feels His tongue assault her mouth hungrily. Then His probing cock presses against her wetness. He commands her to get onto her knees like His little bitch.

One strap is looped around both wrists. her elbows are bent and her wrists pulled back tight behind her so that her face and breasts are pressed down against the coverlet. The second strap is looped around her waist and pulled tight enough that she whimpers slightly. His only response is to tighten it even more just before thrusting His cock inside her hot slit.

He holds onto the straps like reins pulling her on and off as he impales her with his Manhood. His thrusts come hard and fast, His balls slap against her pierced labia and clit. Soon He can feel her pulsing and quivering inside. her vaginal muscles squeeze and release, milking Him. she’s thirsty for His seed.

she begins to beg to be allowed to receive the sweet gift of His cum and to be allowed to cum as He does so. The whip ends find the flesh of her ass driving away her need for release. In a few moments she is begging again. The whipping becomes harder and faster until thrusts and whip strokes are both frenzied. she is finally granted permission to be allowed to cum just as He thrusts deep and releases his semen inside her.

For a moment or two they remain as one. They are both panting. The rooms smells of fuck and sweat. Slowly she moves forward pulling off of Him. she places her mouth where her cunt was just a moment before and sucks Him clean. The taste of her own juices mingled with His excites her again.

Once He's clean she gets up to clean herself. In the bathroom she looks into the mirror at the marks left from the whip on her ass and the strap pulled tight around her waist and wrists. They remind her of what and who she is. she is His cum slut, His cunt, His whore. she is what He makes her and what He desires her to be. she is deidre and she is His.

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Antiques Road Show

Antiques Road Show on PBS is a show that deidre has enjoyed for a very long time. she didn't realize until tonight though that watching it can give her new ideas for things to push inside her little twat. Here's an example:

It's a poi grinder from Hawaii. It was surprisingly erotic to watch as the host of the show handled these objects. They even commented on the nice mushroom shape at the top. deidre wants one! she'd love nothing more than to keep it on a shelf with Master's other artifacts. Occasionally it could be brought down so that she could sit on it, impaled by stone, bouncing up and down or grinding as Master instructed.

If It Be Your Will

If It Be Your Will by Leonard Cohen


If it be your will

That I speak no more

And my voice be still

As it was before

I will speak no more

I shall abide until

I am spoken for

If it be your will

If it be your will

That a voice be true

From this broken hill

I will sing to you

From this broken hill

All your praises they shall ring

If it be your will

To let me sing

From this broken hill

All your praises they shall ring

If it be your will

To let me sing



If it be your will

If there is a choice

Let the rivers fill

Let the hills rejoice

Let your mercy spill

On all these burning hearts in hell

If it be your will

To make us well



And draw us near

And bind us tight

All your children here

In their rags of light

In our rags of light

All dressed to kill

And end this night

If it be your will



If it be your will.

mmmmm.....

While Master and K went to The Pier for New Year’s Eve, deidre stayed home and worked. she ended up getting a call a little after 8 pm that lasted strait through midnight. Before either of us wanted the time together to end it was interrupted by another call on his end. A fuck friend of his, B…., was calling. He decided to let deidre go (phone fuck vs. real fuck? The choice is kind of simple) The next afternoon deidre got the following e-mail:

"I loved spending New Years with you. I would have preferred you being in person. I fucked you around noon today. My friend B... was cast as you."

This slut loves that there’s a strong sexy man out there using another woman’s body in deidre’s place. she wonders who else is imagining fucking this girl when they’re getting it on...

If deidre was...

1.- If I were a fruit I'd be...a kiwi
2.- If I were a color I'd be... deep dark purple
3.- If I were an animal I'd be... black panther
4.- If I were a domestic appliance I'd be... coffee maker
5.- If I were a book I'd be... Worm Story
6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be...a really fun looking well worn/loved sock
7.- If I were a jewel I'd be...emerald
8.- If I were an object I'd be... Master’s pocked knife
9.- If I were a car I'd be... a forest green Dodge Ram 2500 extended cab long bed with leather interior and a kick ass sound system
10.- If I were an element I'd be... water
11.- If I were a tree I'd be... a Weeping Higan Cherry Tree
12.- If I were a drink I'd be... hot chocolate with extra whipped cream
13.- If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be...Pumpkin Pie
14.- If I were a person I'd be...uh…deidre
15.- If I were a planet I'd be...Mercury
16.- If I were an insect I'd be...a lady bug
17.- If I were public transport I'd be...a trolly
18.- If I were a song I'd be...Moonlight Sonata
19.- If I were a movie I'd be... The Piano
20.- If I were a season I'd be... Autumn
21.- If I were a flower I'd be... baby’s breath
22.- If I were a job I'd be... a phone sex op
23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be... The Smurfs
24.- If I were a place I'd be... StoneHenge
25.- If I were a gift I'd be... handmade
26.- If I were a memory I'd be... a happy thought
27.- If I were a city I'd be... a small French village
28.- If I were a sense I'd be... sound
29.- If I were a game I'd be... Dark Cloud
30.- If I were a candy I'd be... Candy Corn or Jelly Bellys
31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be... Dusk
32.- If I were an invention I'd be... a realistic deidre doll?
33.- If I were a bodypart I'd be... the curve of a woman’s ass, or a man’s palm
34.- If I were a country I'd be... Wales
35.- If I were a flavor I'd be... white chocolate mint
36.- If I were a sport I'd be... swimming
37.- If I were a smell I'd be... October hay bales mixed with apple cider
38.- If I were a subject I'd be... human sexuality
39.- If I were a flag I'd be... cherished on the mantle
40.- If I were a building I'd be... a secret sound proofed underground bunker
41.- If I were a month I'd be...October
42.- If I were a perfume I'd be...Xerius
43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be...sour gummy worm
45.- If I were a toy I'd be...a giant Eeyore!
46.- If I were a textile I'd be...raw silk or flannel
47.- If I were a shape I'd be...a small dot
48.- If I were an answer I'd be...blowing in the wind
49.- If I were a common licorice I'd be...red twist
50.- If I were a word I'd be...inexpressable

Going Home

Master, the panting dogs, K and deidre all head back down to Florida tomorrow afternoon. It'll be so good to see MoonShadow and Xavia again, as well as to load up the iPod with music. deidre realized this morning that she can actually download some of the things that she's wanted to right onto her iPod. Now she can listen to all of the recordings at Dirty Girl Radio as well as Miss Isabella's special wet dreams recording. she's been wanting to do these for a while, but it's not very slavelike to just sit down in front of the computer, hogging it so that she can listen to sexy women. Especially when Master has things to do that actually accomplish something.

K will only be there until Tuesday and then things will settle back into normality for deidre. she's missed it. After only a few days here she began to wonder what she was so excited about in the first place. When she's here she can't be deidre. she's C**** a slightly quirky, young woman dating a 53 year old man. she's constantly on guard making sure that she's speaking in 1st person, that she's calling Master by His name rather than Master and looking for little opportunities when K is in the bathroom or something to remind Master that she hasn't forgotten her place. Most of the time she's running around in nothing but a pair of knee-highs so when K comes home she has to run into the bedroom and find something normal to put on.

Considering her recent writings about domestic incarceration deidre sure has been doing a lot of socializing. she thinks she's about socialized out which means that she may be a bit more reclusive than usual not only in real life but here too.

In just a few weeks deidre will be flying north to work with isabellaval for the first time. she's so incredibly excited and can't wait to see what the two of Us/us come up with. It's going to be awesome.

It's strange that missa (AKA bella) and deidre occasionally are thinking on the exact same wavelength. Last night deidre was feeling a little bummed, thinking about how Master is her only real connection to something outside of herself and feeling the loss of a sister. When He first proposed the idea of a second slave deidre felt angry and hurt. she couldn't help but feel that maybe she wasn't good enough for Him and the last thing she wanted was another girl with whom she'd have to compete. That was just over 2 years ago. Now deidre wants a sister to share her life with, to giggle with, cry with, snuggle with, make lousy puns with and create super silly girly things that Master just wouldn't (want to) understand. she'd envisioned spending the rest of her life at Master's feet with missa right next to her. Now deidre looks at that spot, and it just feels cold and empty.

deidre keeps hanging on to this hope, as selfish as it is, that the years will go by and eventually the day will come when missa is able to commit herself again the way she really wants to, and that she'll be able to come here and once again offer herself up to Master. deidre wants more than anything for missa to save herself for Master, but this girl also knows that's not very realistic. No one should be forced to go that long without another person to complete them, to love them, take them, spank them. deidre heart is in limbo wanting both to hold onto the hope and wanting to release it, and missa along with it. Geesh. Sometimes life is hard.

Hopefully the cats are still alive when deidre gets home. she has prezzies for them, and love and snuggles. The only problem is that MoonShadow hates K. she hates Him with a passion. When K is at the beach house MS is bitch kitty from hell. Picture Linda Blair as a Siamese cat and you begin to get the idea. Poor kitty still holds a grudge from when K took her uterus and her claws.

Now, deidre's off to pack up all of the stuff We/we're taking with Us/us.

If deidre's life was a newspaper...

The headlines for 2006 would read:

January Polyamoury in America - Can it work?

February Witness to Valentines beating keeps quiet

March Polyamoury in America - Can it work? Part Deux

April Thousands of Sea Men killed without mercy in secret operation

May Brokenhearted Lover or Internet Stalker?

June Woman survives stabbing

July Couple reunited after long separation

August Ernesto threatens Florida

September Woman survives abandonment and harassment

October Public expresses mixed reactions to merger announcement

November Horrific Kitchen Accident Leads to Death

December Huge mess created from girl's impalement

Presents etc

Last year when it was time to wrap presents Master instructed deidre to take a big box from the entryway, open it and wrap what was inside. The sender was listed as the Disney Store so deidre had the feeling that it might be something for her. she objected a time or two asking if He was sure that He wanted deidre to open and then wrap ALL of the boxes in the hallway. He said yes, so she did. After she brought them out He realized what He'd done. Basically He'd had deidre wrap the giant Eeyore that He'd gotten for her. deidre still love it. It was and awesome present, she just got it a little early.

This year Master tried, He really did, but at the last moment He blew it. We/we'd brought up to Atlanta a few DVDs, some that had been recorded here and needed to be finalized, some that We/we were just going to swap out with the extensive collection that is here in Atlanta and one that was a present for deidre. Master kind of forgot that the present one was in the stack and He ended up handing it to deidre telling her to put it away with all of the others. Later on He remembered that He had gotten it for deidre, but it was pretty much too late. deidre had already seen it. Master had her wrap it anyway and told her to act surprised when she opened it. It was a copy of 'What Dreams May Come' with Robin Williams. He's one of deidre's favorite actors and that particular movie is a pretty unique one.

Master was a little more successful with keeping this year's "big present" a secret. A few weeks ago an e-mail came in from Apple. Master hid the e-mail in another folder that deidre has no reason to look it. He forgot to mark it as read though so the folder showed as having one new mail in it. deidre's never been prohibited from opening any mail on the computer so she clicked on it. Before she had a chance to read it though Master walked into the room. she told Him that for some reason there was an e-mail from Apple in the Home Owner's Association Folder. That was when He forbid her to look at it.

deidre's a nosy person. she has to know everything. It's part of being a Virgo she thinks. If she knows everything then no surprises can pop up and nothing can ruin any of her carefully made plans. So that e-mail sat there, and sat there, and sat there. deidre knew it was there. she knew that all she'd have to do is open it up and peek at it. Master would never know right? If it had been anyone but Master, deidre probably would have peeked anyway. But fear of disappointing Him kept her from doing it this time. Fear of the strap might have had a little to do with it too.
deidre was allowed to unwrap the present Christmas morning. It was so much sweeter than deidre had expected a present from Master to be this year. He got deidre an iPod! Not only is it the perfect excuse for Master to get rid of deidre's naughty music and country from His iTunes Library but it's also just the right size for deidre to take along with her as she's out jogging or biking. The best part is that Master had it engraved. It says "to my pet from her Master"

deidre really quite easy to please as far as gifts go. The rest of them were little things. Master picked up a set of 3 books called "One Tank Trips" Each one has 52 little road trips that are within a few driving hours of Tampa. We/we've been talking about making day trips on deidre's days off thinking that it might be more relaxing and refreshing than her usual routine lately.
deidre may have mentioned before that K, Master's brother, is the nicest guy in the world. We/we have to be careful about what We/we say when K is around because he remembers every time something is mentioned and will utilize that information when it comes to gifts. It doesn't even have to be a special occasion. K just does things out of the blue for people. It's awesome really. He's probably the nicest most altruistic guy that deidre knows.

Anyway, while We/we were driving home from Orlando, K told Master that he wanted to see the newest 007 movie after we got to St. Pete. deidre had no interest in it but thought that while they were watching their blow 'em up action movie she could slip in and watch SawIII. Master has made it very clear that He has no desire to see any of them, I, II or III, but He doesn't mind if deidre does. Yes, she has a sick, gory, blood and violence loving side to her. she can be pretty twisted sometimes. deidre never got the chance to see SawIII but under the tree from K was a copy of I and II on DVD. Master was even suckered into watching it Christmas Day with K and deidre. It's probably not your typical Holiday Movie, but hey, one can only take so many images of snow and Santa right?

When K came down so that the three of Us/us could go to the Olivia Newton John Concert together earlier this month deidre had some special Sushi prepared for him. K does not like Sushi at all but deidre guilted him into trying some. He was pleasantly surprised. It was a very atypical type of sushi, you see, a type that probably anyone would eat without reservation. The main ingredient is Twinkies J Basically you cut them so that you end up with 4 or 5 round slices of twinkie with the cream in the middle. Next you wrap strips of green fruit roll up around the outside so that it looks like seaweed. Then you push little pieces of raisin, dried apricot, dried cranberry (or any other kind of dried fruit) into the middle where the cream is. If you arrange them onto a plate with some slivers of dried mango (to look like ginger) it makes a wonderful presentation and you have your very own Twinkie Sushi. The recipe is something that deidre found in the twinkie cookbook. K was kind enough to pick up a copy of the book for her and it was waiting for her under the tree.

There were other little things from people, See's Candies, Hams, Turkeys, Toys from Santa, an ONJ CD, other chocolates and candies that deidre can't eat. A gun that shoots a spongy reindeer ball on a string. That one's been particularly fun to shoot at the Mansion Cat, Bugs.



Of course there were Christmas movies, Christmas dinner, Christmas calls to family and friends etc. All in all it was a wonderful day. deidre is a very happy slave-girl.

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