Thursday, October 12, 2006

Teacher's Pet

deidre found this the other day 

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And she realized that it’s been a very long time since she’s been able to do a student teacher role-play. Of course one of deidre’s biggest turnons is when an older man in authority takes advantage of her. It can be a daddy, uncle, teacher, principle, or just a stranger who happens to find a cute girl shopping at the mall. Sometimes they are fairly mild and “consensual” other times it’s flat out rape and deidre is violently forced against her will to submit. she doesn’t always make it out alive. Sometimes deidre is tasked with luring in others and helping. It doesn’t really seem to matter what happens as long as that submission is there. deidre gets so incredibly turned on while role-playing these little fantasies.

What came to mind when seeing this photo was one of the more mild fantasies. deidre’s a student who’s been slacking a little on her work lately. One day the professor holds her back after class to talk with her about her performance lately. At this point there is no way that deidre can raise her grade to passing even if she got perfect scores on every assignment given for the rest of the semester. Of course, deidre’s crushed. she didn’t think she was doing that poorly. she’d just been distracted.

she begs and pleads with the professor to be able to do some extra credit or make up work but he just won’t allow it. Until he happens to notice the curve of her ass cheeks under deidre’s skirt as she is pacing back and forth. He decides that maybe there is something that she can do for extra credit. With every load of cum she gets him to blow into her mouth he will raise her grade one point. Every load in her pussy gets her 2 points and every time he fucks that sweet tight little ass until he cums he’ll give her 3 points.

After a bit of deliberation she agrees. she’s never taken it in the ass, and is scared but she’s afraid that the semester is too far gone for any of the other options to work. deidre really needs an A in this class.

He bends her over the desk and kicks her legs open so that she is spread wide. deidre’s skirt is flipped up over her back and her firm ass cheeks are framed by her tiny pair of g-string panties. He doesn’t even take the time to pull them down, just moving them to the side so her puckered hole is exposed instead.

deidre’s eyes are clenched tight and her entire body tenses as she hears his pants unzip. Then she feels the flesh of his cock against her body, cradled between her ass cheeks. The head presses against her slit and slides in for just a moment as he spits down onto her asshole, wetting it. He presses it against that hole, grabs onto her hips and begins to slide His hard cock into her virgin ass.

His cock head pops inside, stretching her as he slowly slides the rest inside savoring the feel of her tightness. Her whimpers of pain are ignored as he begins to thrust in and out of her, gradually picking up speed until he’s pounding her into the desk. Finally she hears him groan as he shoots his seed into her.

When he’s finished he pulls out slowly and looks down at deidre’s gaping hole and the trickle of his cum dribbling down toward her cunt. He repositions her panties and pulls her skirt down telling her that she will return for more Tuesday after class and that she is dismissed.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Maybe deidre should just stick with her day job.

Master's out in the sun reading the paper by the pool. There's a breeze blowing and the windows are open. deidre's inside in a bluesy kinda mood so she's had the stereo blasting for the last hour or so. George Thorogood's "I Drink Alone" comes on and deidre goes outside to beg Master for some help putting furniture back after mopping. He tells her it will be just a moment, then asks if Xavia is ok. He thought He heard her inside screeching. deidre explained that no, it was deidre singing. He gave her a look and a smirk and said to her, with a funny sound in His voice like He's trying to keep from laughing, "It sounded good"

Monday, October 09, 2006

Lately there seem to be a lot of thought provoking statements and questions being posted in relation to submission. It seems a little unfair to go into a big long drawn out response in someone else’s blog so deidre is doing it here.

First of all, in deidre’s opinion, the difference between a submissive and a slave is simple. As she wrote in response to bella_de_vil it is the word ‘no’. If a person can say the word no and expect it to mean anything, then that person is not a slave, unless of course that person has been * given * the privilege of doing so. If the person says no simply as a way to receive punishment then that person is essentially topping from below, trying to control the relationship, which boils down to a lack of honesty and openness. THAT’s a big no-no in a M/s relationship.

This post isn’t here to say that submissives are better than slaves or vice versa. One cannot be a slave without also being submissive. Different people have different needs and desires. To each, his or her own as long as the person is being honest about who or what they are to themselves and to the other(s) in the relationship. In the end they are just titles, just words.

That being said, deidre will go ahead and label herself anyway. she is a slave. The last real independent choice she made was long before Master put His collar around her neck. Any "choices" since then have either been eliminated or been made with Master’s guidance or His preferences or needs in mind. No "choice" has been made that would be against what He wants.

deidre says that she has no limits because she will not refuse her owner anything. His limits become her own, they change, they grow, they shift, but hers are always His. Anyone who gives themselves over as a slave without knowing this in advance is a fool. In 5 years when suddenly the Owner develops an interest in something that you said you’d never do, cutting, prostitution, water sports, bestiality, age-play etc what do you do? Do you say no, take off the collar and leave? Then you aren’t a slave, and you aren’t putting your Owners wants and needs before your own. The thought of leaving just doesn’t occur. Even if it does, as someone said in response to kaya’s post, the thought of leaving and the guilt and disappointment involved in such an action are worse than moving that boundary line.

Along with that giving up of boundaries comes a certain responsibility to the slave as well. Our owners don’t always know what we are thinking and feeling. Sometimes it doesn’t matter, but there are times when it does. Times when it is appropriate to say or signal that something is wrong. We have a responsibility to inform them when damage might be done just as we would if the water heater breaks or the computer is making a funny sound.

Slaves are property and because we must be pleasing in every way possible we must not allow ourselves to be put into a state that diminishes our ability to serve if that is not our Owner’s desire. This isn’t saying no, it’s equivalent to the engine warning light coming on in your car. It can be ignored, and possibly lead to the car being ruined, or it can be used as a sign to ensure that the care continues to run as well as possible for as long as possible.

We may happen to think and have the ability to express our feelings, but we are still property, we are owned, and we are valuable to our owners because we function well and meet their needs. If we refuse to adapt when their needs change we loose value. deidre spent far too long being a worthless wife to ever want to be a slave in less than mint condition.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

deidre's first movie!

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Well, why not?

“I think that life is simpler than we tend to think. We look for answers and more answers. But there are no answers. Things happen in life, good things and bad. People say why did it happen to me? Well, why not? Some people win the lottery, and others die in a car crash. It happens, and there is nothing we can do about it. The universe doesn’t care what happens to you.”

- Nando Parrado survivor of 1972 airplane crash in the Andes Mountains on which the book and movie Alive was based

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Breaking up is hard to do....

With all of the potential sister slaves that deidre and Master have been through We/we’ve run across quite a few methods of terminating the connection. These include the most common which involved the potential sister just disappearing to the less common ‘never show up at the airport’ method and pretty much everything in between. This most recent termination was actually one of the most honest, kind, and when it boils down to it wonderful ones so far. Of course, deidre happened to really like a, but it’s so refreshing to see people behaving like the adults we are supposed to be. Here’s part of what a. said in her note:

I like you... and I know I would fall in love with you VERY quickly and easily... but my feelings for Master Lee are not at all the same. He deserves someone who thinks of him non-stop... and can’t wait to see or hear from him... I found myself thinking that way about you... but not him. I didn’t think it was fair to keep talking/pursuing this relationship.... he deserves more then what I think I can give him. If I came to visit or relocate.. it would have been for you... a slave should feel more then that for her Master... so I wanted to be up front before any more feelings/time was invested on your part. Both of you have been through too much for me not to be 110% there with you BOTH.... not just one.

This would pretty much be deidre’s best break up ever. Why can’t everyone be more like this?

A Few Rhetorical Questions

Can a slave really see another pet serving their Owner and feel anything less than happy that He is pleased? Does it matter who puts the smile on His face or spring in His step as long as it is there? How can the presence another, kneeling at His feet, increasing the perfection of His household, inspire anything but deeper love for both the Master and the other slave?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Discovering herself

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Master allowed deidre to chat with a very nice submissive girl from collarme last night. deidre didn’t understand at first why He wanted her to speak with slave k. slave k has a daughter and Master does not want children in His house.

The main topic of conversation was, of course, slave k’s daughter. Slave k is being sent away from her current home because she no longer gets a long with her Owner of several years. she’s desperate because she has nowhere to go once she leaves His home. Finding a Master as a slave, if you aren’t too picky, is much easier without a child. Slave k had recently decided that perhaps in order fulfil her destiny as a slave she would have to put her 5 year old up for adoption.

Woah. Wait a minute here. deidre can understand an abortion, or if one is against abortion, giving up the child at birth, but to just throw away a child after 5 years of being that child’s mother, feeding her, bathing her, caring for her, hearing her call you "mommie"

How could Master even consider taking someone with that kind of baggage into His household? Not that baggage is THAT big of a deal. Everyone has some but the results down the road could be disastrous.

At one point during the conversation slave k asked deidre what this girl thought she should do. It’s a hard question to answer in an way that doesn’t make it sound as if deidre thought slave k was out of her mind, but it’s not deidre’s place to judge other’s actions. Others could easily feel the same sort of shock about some of the things that deidre has done to be with Master.

k:so what should i do about my daughter?
slave_deidre : that is your decision.
slave_deidre : not something that deidre can give you advice on
slave_deidre : if you believe that you were meant to submit...
slave_deidre : and that you can only do so without her
slave_deidre : then that leaves you choosing between submission and your daughter
slave_deidre : either way you sacrifice something.
k: yes
k: yes i know
slave_deidre : Also you will have to consider how you might feel down the road if you do give her up.
slave_deidre : will you always wonder what she's doing?
slave_deidre : if her new parents love her
k: yes i think i would and not be able to serve fully
slave_deidre : one day you might come to regret the choice and by then there will be no turning back.
slave_deidre : then resentment toward your Owner will build up and undermine the relationship.
slave_deidre : however if you think you can give her up with no feelings of guilt, and totally detach yourself from the last 5 years that's a different story.
k: i dont think i could
k: well that might be better
k: for me to keep her

Obviously slave k wasn’t yet considering adoption seriously and she hadn’t spent much time thinking about it. deidre realized afterward that Master had deidre talk to slave k simply because He knew that deidre could help slave k sort out her thoughts.

That thought led to deidre realizing that as she sits here looking at profiles on the net, chatting with girls on IM or on the phone she connects with some of them on a level that she never realized. deidre isn’t just here without affect upon those outside of His house. Even the lightest leaf falling onto the water causes ripples when no one is watching. We all affect others in ways that we never imagine. We inspire emotion, thought, and action. Even casual words tossed carelessly here and there can do so. Perhaps deidre should start thinking a bit more about what she has to say before she does so.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

deidre’s been doing some thinking lately. Actually for quite a while she’s been wondering about something. ravenna_amorosa asked her once "If you could choose only one, would you rather be loved or owned?"

deidre met Master and learned basically everything that she knows about the lifestyle from Him. What if she only did that because she happened to fall in love with Him? What if the only reason that deidre is a slave is because that was what she needed to be in order to be with Him? If the relationship is based only on love (gee in the normal world that sounds perfect) then what happens if one day that love withers and dies? Master tells her that He is never releasing her from His collar. He will never let her go. If she’s no longer inspired by love to be His slave then what will that make her? An empty loveless shell of a former want to be slave?

Of course deidre doesn’t really see this happening. she can’t imagine her love for Master doing anything but getting stronger so this is all hypothetical. Sometimes her brain just wanders off on strange paths.

Gosh, this is depressing. Let’s move on to something else.

How about pussy? deidre wants some. Very badly. she’s opening it up for volunteers. If you or someone you know would love to stop by for a few days of deidre devouring you please respond. you don’t even have to be a slave or a submissive. Just please be over the age of 18, younger than…oh…40ish, disease free, and preferably sane.

deidre’s Callers talk about going to massage parlors and getting their dicks stroked along with the massage. Perhaps deidre could call a masseuse up and just lick her up and down after the "work" part is over. Hell, fuck the massage, just let deidre eat some cunt.

she wants nice, hot, slick, juicy cunt. The kind that’s hungry, insatiable, so that deidre can wear herself and you out just with her tongue, lips, teeth and fingers. she wants to spread you open and tease, licking and tasting for hours keeping you on the edge until your muscles are quivering from anticipation. she wants to get you so worked up that your juice is flowing freely out of your sweet little sex hole and over your asshole so that she can lick that hot little puckered entrance. she wants to feel your body bucking beneath her as she licks you through orgasm after orgasm. When you’re covered in tears, sweat and your own juices she wants to take her time to explore every part of your beautiful female body touching, caressing, kissing and tasting you in a thousand different ways, finding each spot that makes you moan, and introducing you to pleasures that you’ve never known. You will be consumed and when we both fall asleep from exhaustion we will do so knowing that once we wake up we can begin it all over again.