deidre's first "enjoyable" sexual encounter

"Tell us about your first 'enjoyable' sexual encounter. The one where you knew that cock, pussy, and ass would be something at the forefront of your life forever."

Hmmm….deidre’s first ENJOYABLE sexual encounter. Let’s see. she was 17, it was her last semester of High School. she’d moved back to her childhood home and was around all of the people she grew up with and went to school with up until the time she moved to Northern California 2 years previous.

deidre had been out of touch with most of her friends while she was going to her other school, but it was fun to reunite with them when she moved back. Especially her ex-boyfriend, Mike. Mike was currently dating deidre’s former best friend Lisa, but it didn’t seem to matter much. He was deidre’s first and he always would have a special connection with her and always said that the reverse was true.

Whenever deidre was having issues, couldn’t sleep or was just strait up bored, she would walk the 3 blocks to Mike’s house, knock on his door and hang out for a while. One night deidre’s former crush, Eddy, was there as well. The 2 of them were smoking pot so deidre decided to try too. she’s pretty sure that she didn’t do it right and it didn’t have much of an effect, but it was an excuse to let her inhibitions go.

We went inside and got naked. deidre laid down on the couch and Mike came over with His cock already nice and hard. He let deidre suck it for a while before getting on top of her and starting to fuck her. Now, this was not the good part. Mike basically put it in and started rutting. It didn’t’ feel good at all. In fact, because he was rather well endowed, it hurt, very badly. deidre started to cry and Eddy stepped in.

He had deidre get off of the couch and lie on the floor instead and told Mike to watch how it was really supposed to be done. Eddy spread her legs wide and buried his face in her cunt and began to go down on her. deidre had never had anyone do that before and it felt so good to feel him licking her, pushing his tongue up inside and flicking over her clit. Once her pussy was incredibly wet he had deidre get onto her hands and knees and pushed his cock into her from behind, fucking her nice and hard until he was ready to cum. Just before he pulled out and shot all over her ass and back.

Now, deidre didn’t exactly come to the conclusion that cock, pussy and ass would be as important as they are now at this point. That didn’t happen for almost 10 years later. After all, deidre did try to be a good girl. she tried to be the wife, mother and daughter that everyone expected her to be, it just wasn’t deidre. A girl can’t spend her entire life acting.

As far as pussy goes, deidre didn’t even have her first real taste until she was 24. She’s written before about how wonderful it was to make Carrie cum, about how Carrie sounded so fucking hot just before saying “uh hu” over and over and then squirting her juices. It was deidre’s former playmate and Dom who introduced deidre to cunt for the first time and she’s never been the same since.

To be honest, having deidre’s ass fucked and enjoying it is a very recent thing. If you take something big, like a cock, and stick it up side a tight little hole like that it’s going to hurt. If nobody ever takes the time to teach you that it can feel good, or to tell you to relax, it’s going to hurt. Until Master, deidre’s ass was just another hole for a cock to go into, and it always hurt bad enough that she became terrified of anal sex. Fortunately Master helped her work out of it so that she can now be the little ass whore that she was meant to be and enjoy every second of it.

deidre's tat

One of deidre’s close friends asked her about her tattoo and it’s meaning. she thought that if He was asking others might want to know too, so here You/you go.

deidre’s tattoo is made of 2 symbols. The one in the middle is the Sanskrit symbol ‘om’ or ‘aum’ depending on how you prefer to spell it. The second, which flanks the om is a Celtic symbol which was at some point taken over by Christians and bastardized to apply to their own beliefs as so many other pagan things have been (Easter {celebration of Oestra}, the basis for Satan {the great horned god}, Christmas {Yule}, etc).

OM is the boat that enables one to cross over the rivers of fear and the sound of true love. It encompasses all potentialities and possibilities; it is everything that was, is, or can yet be. It is omnipotent and likewise remains undefined. OM moves the cosmic vital force and expresses the vital breath. It is beyond gross, subtle and causal bodies, beyond waking, dreaming and deep sleep states of consciousness.

In every breath, it is uttered, repeated unintentionally and inevitably. Every vibration in the body and in the universe emerges from it, sustains in it, and returns to it. Every humming emerges from OM, sustains in it and returns to it. A child cries, "OM, OM;" musicians hum, "OM, OM;" bees buzz, "OM, OM" the ocean roars, "OM, OM."

To an aching person, humming soothes; to an ailing person, OM cures. To a poet, it brings inspiration. To the philosopher, it brings realization.

OM is the consent for the Goddess to enter. It is the expression of the seer of Truth. OM is the wisdom and the sound of the Goddess. It is eternal, the indestructible Word. OM is the nectarian Goddess-soul union cord.

It’s the one quest of all the saints, the one search of all the scientists, the one Soul of all the souls. OM is the one Truth which is worshiped in diverse ways. It brings equilibrium and wisdom. OM is the root. It is the support. It pervades and sustains all. It brings peace, bliss and power. OM kills the ego, desires and doubt.

OM is the language of the Goddess, is expressed by the Goddess. OM is the Goddess.

The triquetta represents the triplicities of mind, body, and soul, as well as the three domains of earth- earth, sea, and sky. The triqueta symbolizes the triple aspected goddess (maid, mother, and crone)

At the time when deidre was designing her tat, she had just begun her studies of Wicca. While she has never gone through her dedication ceremony she considers many of the beliefs of Witchcraft to be her own and tries to live by the rede doing no harm to anyone or anything, mental, physical, spiritual etc. The fact that there is a symbol that means deidre’s body, mind and soul are equal to the maid, mother and crone who are equal with the forces of earth, sea and sky is a very powerful thought. In fact, it essentially means that all things in nature are equal, that all of the energies that create our environment, our bodies, our minds, our perceptions and actions are equal. What better to display on your body than that belief?

hyponotism

deidre just had one of her most interesting calls to date! It was a combination of hypnotism and adult baby. The fantasy starts out with deidre entering the office of her psychiatrist. She is a high priced very up scale call girl who see him once a week to keep things in perspective, but also because he is willing to trade sexual favors for psychiatry/hypnosis sessions.After a few moments of chit chat in which we discuss a few of deidre’s clients from the previous week, she lies down on the couch and begins to relax, and gradually slip into a deep sleep. The first thing he has her do while under is to count backwards from 5 but with one small change, the number after three is now nipple instead of four. Before allowing her to awake he has her count again up to 5.The next time she goes under he tells her that he is about to tell a joke and that no matter what deidre will think it is the funnies joke she has ever heard. The joke, was really no joke at all, but deidre laughed as if it was quite funny.The third time she goes under he explains that she will wake feeling as if her breasts are being restrained, not knowing what is going on, no longer having any knowledge of the existence of a clothing item called a bra, and that it will make her very uncomfortable and she will want to have it removed. The Doctor is kind enough to help her take it off when it is obvious that she will be unable to continue with the session because of the amount of discomfort.The fourth time he takes her under he explains that he is currently speaking to ‘new deidre’ who is a 27-year old escort who loves her job, but when he says ‘remember’ she will instantly remember “old deidre” who is actually in her thirties, very mousy and moralistic and his former nurse assistant. “old deidre” can remember everything that she has done as “new deidre” and is absolutely disgusted by her behavior until he takes her under one more time to bring her back as “new deidre”she awakes refreshed and wanting to play in return for the session. she leaves the office for a moment to change in to “something more appropriate” and comes back to give the Doctor and enema which he releases into a diaper. A fresh diaper is put on him and he immediately wets it by pissing into it. The third and final diaper is put on and deidre strokes his cock through it until he cums, filling it with the last fluid.It was a wonderful call, so much like reading a story, not quite sure of what was going to happen next. Of course, deidre loves pretty much any kind of role play as long as it involves cum at the end (or middle or beginning as long as there is cum at some point). It was refreshing to do something a little out of the ordinary as well. Perhaps deidre should expand into some non-submissive phone sex listings just to see what might happen.

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101 Things about deidre

101 Things about deidre

1. deidre is a Virgo and has most of the tendencies that go along with being one
2. deidre is afraid of getting lost in a crowd
3. deidre hates shopping
4. unless it’s on the internet
5. she thinks regret is a useless emotion
6. she loves deeply
7. sings badly
8. cooks deliciously
9. deidre is not a masochist
10. but she loves to suffer for Master
11. one day she will be a published novelist
12. she is a published and award winning poet
13. deidre sometimes masturbates to things she has read in blogs
14. deidre loves calamari
15. especially the tentacles
16. deidre lived the first almost 25 years of her life in California
17. deidre has never seen the Atlantic Ocean in person
18. deidre has attempted to masturbate a cat (for medical purposes)
19. deidre’s favorite color is dark purple
20. realistic scary movies really do scare her
21. there are people whose every word deidre hangs on
22. deidre loves to make up random French words and phrases
23. If she could be any animal be would be a black panther
24. or a dolphin
25. if the animal was a fantasy animal she would be a winged unicorn
26. or a mermaid
27. deidre has had dreams that have come true
28. she wishes they hadn’t
29. right now she is avoiding folding laundry
30. she hates housework
31. deidre has said “screw the coffee” and drank hazelnut coffee mate strait from the container
32. she loves mustard sandwiches
33. deidre can’t stand for people to touch her feet (no, not even Master)
34. this girl has a National Geographic collection that goes back to 1917
35. she also collects fairies
36. and Eeyores
37. Master doesn’t let her collect anything else
38. deidre thinks her cats would make the coolest people
39. she plans on being in every state at least once. So far she is only up to 18 out of 50
40. deidre wants to spend a year camping around Ireland, Wales and Scotland
41. when deidre was young she used to secretly dream of winning a gold Olympic metal for the 200 meter butterfly
42. deidre has a whole sister, a half sister, a step sister and a step brother
43. deidre isn’t even half way done and she is running out of things to say. Here’s when the extreme free association starts.
44. this girl has shoved crayons up both her pussy and her butthole
45. deidre has spent hours perfecting her hand writing
46. it doesn’t matter how hot it is, deidre cannot sleep without the blanket
47. she hates sleeping bags
48. deidre has worn 2 different shoes to work
49. deidre is a cat person. If Master would let her she would have more than 2. When she gets old and wrinkly, she wants to be the “cat lady”
50. deidre has fantasies that involve catholic priests
51. and corvette bondage
52. and specially made saddles on horses
53. deidre used to be a man
54. ok, not really 
55. deidre wishes her hair were wavy and dark auburn
56. she wishes her eyes were green
57. and she spoke with an Irish accent.
58. deidre loves the smell of alfalfa
59. hypocrisy really bugs deidre
60. though sometimes she is guilty of it herself
61. deidre loves country music and line dancing
62. she can also waltz, two step, and 10 step, but that’s about as far as her dancing skills go
63. deidre is learning to play the guitar
64. she has played the piano since she was 10
65. deidre hates the number 666
66. if MoonShadow was a human we would be having a steamy lesbian love affair right now.
67. deidre knocks on wood and tosses salt over her shoulder when necessary (yes NECESSARY)
68. deidre’s favorite holiday is Halloween
69. this is the perfect number.
70. deidre hates the color red
71. she doesn’t have a favorite flower
72. deidre drinks way too much coffee
73. deidre says random kooky things that drive Master crazy
74. deidre is fascinated by the idea of what might come out if she had a high colonic
75. deidre has used the word ‘deidre’ way to much in this list.
76. there doesn’t appear to be much as far as synonyms go (for the word deidre).
77. deidre’s moon sign is cancer
78. when she sleeps the blanket has to be hanging exactly the same on both sides of the bed. Somehow, even if only off by an inch or two deidre can tell and will freak out if not allowed to fix it.
79. deidre can’t sing well
80. she hates wearing a lot of makeup
81. she can be ready to go out in less than 10 minutes
82. this girl made her own wedding dress
83. she’s recently developed a slight fear of large needles
84. she has never had more than 2 cocks inside her at once
85. deidre thinks Master has beautiful eyes
86. deidre does not like slow, soft, romantic sex
87. she wants to receive an OTK spanking in Cinderella’s castle
88. deidre has probably only been really angry 3 or 4 times in her life
89. when she is she can be quite the vindictive bitch
90. deidre believes in fairies
91. deidre is camera shy
92. when something is really funny deidre cackles
93. sometimes she snorts too
94. deidre loves steak…loves it like a wild animal. If she could, she would pick it up whole with her hands and tear it apart with her teeth
95. deidre has crushes on other owned slaves on LiveJournal
96. she loves doing crossword puzzles with Master
97. and shouting out absurd answers during Jeopardy
98. and beating Master at Trivial Pursuit (so far it’s only happened once, but it was fun)
99. deidre loves to read
100.Her favorite movies at the moment are The Piano and Very Bad Things
101.she’s amazed that she actually came up with so many things!