Hypocrisy at it's finest

Ronald Reagan - divorced the mother of two of his children to marry Nancy Reagan, who bore him a daughter only 7 months after the marriage.

Bob Dole - divorced the mother of his child, who had nursed him through the long recovery from his war wounds.

Newt Gingrich - divorced his wife who was dying of cancer.

Dick Armey - House Majority Leader - divorced

Sen. Phil Gramm of Texas - divorced

Gov. John Engler of Michigan - divorced

Gov. Pete Wilson of California - divorced

George Will - divorced

Sen. Lauch Faircloth - divorced

Rush Limbaugh - Rush and his current wife Marta have six marriages and four divorces between them.

Rep. Bob Barr of Georgia - Barr, not yet 50 years old, has been married three times. Barr had the audacity to author and push the "Defense of Marriage Act." The current joke making the rounds on Capitol Hill is "Bob Barr...WHICH marriage are you defending?!?

Sen. Alfonse D'Amato of New York - divorced

Sen. John Warner of Virginia - divorced (once married to Liz Taylor.)

Gov. George Allen of Virginia - divorced

Henry Kissinger - divorced

Rep. Helen Chenoweth of Idaho - divorced

Sen. John McCain of Arizona - divorced

Rep. John Kasich of Ohio - divorced

Rep. Susan Molinari of New York - Republican National Convention Keynote Speaker - divorced


So homosexuals are going to destroy the institution of marriage? Wait a minute, it seems the Christian Heterosexual Republicans are doing a fine job without anyone's help!

:)

In doing piercing research deidre came across this:

Q. Do you have to be hard to get a penis piercing?
a. No but it helps because it is easier to hang onto.

It's probably meant to be helpful and informative, and is probably true, but each time deidre reads it the images get funnier for some reason and she laughs just a little harder.

When will she learn to keep her mouth shut?!?

None of the local tat/piercing places have decided that they’d like to answer deidre’s e-mails, even with the big bold "Response Within 24 Hours" note on the contact pages. So, last night, half asleep, and obviously out of her mind, deidre suggested to Master that it might be more convenient if He did the piercings of her labia Himself (the clit hood piercing is something that both of Us/us feel should be done by someone with experience). Obviously deidre hasn’t learned not to make suggestions that involve things like forceps and needles while she’s horizontal, or when it’s like 4 in the morning. Master thought that it was a wonderful idea, and has tasked deidre with finding the appropriate supplies for Him. He keeps talking about it, describing the process...talking about clamping the flesh with the forceps...forcing the needle through... meanwhile deidre is sitting there getting more and more scared. Fortunately He granted her permission to drink…heavily…beforehand. Yes, she knows, alcohol thins the blood, but there’s no way she’ll be able to be anything that resembles calm otherwise. Just thinking about it now is making deidre dizzy. Maybe deidre should just start with the tequila now and keep on until the 22nd.

Daddy and Darin (recent call)

deidre loves when Daddy comes home from His business trips and plays with her. This time she was bowing at the doorway as He taught her and she realized that someone else had come through the door with Him. she feels a strange hand on her ass and Daddy explains that He’s brought deidre’s cousin Darin over so that We/we can both teach him to play.

deidre holds her leash up and gives it to Daddy so He can lead her and Darin to the playroom. He leads her to the whipping post and straps her down while Darin stares wide eyed with excitement and fear. Daddy gives deidre a kiss on the cheek, tells her it’s okay, then begins to paddle her bottom, just 10 to start with.

Darin’s eyes are still wide as He walks over and places one of His palms against each of deidre’s warm and red ass cheeks. deidre can tell that Darin is very excited from the way his cock is starting to strain against His pants. Daddy tells him that it’s okay to touch and this girl feels him slide a finger into her hot little pussy. After he slides in a second finger and coats it with deidre’s juices Darin slides them out and lets this girl taste herself.

Daddy decided that it’s time for more spankings, but this time He wants Darin to help. Each of them have a paddle now and start to take turns. First there are 10 spanks from each on her bottom, Daddy on the right, Darin on the left. Then They start to spank up and down the backs of her thighs from her knees up to her bottom, taking turns, until both Daddy and Darin are nice and hard.

Daddy unstraps deidre from the whipping post telling her to get onto her hands and knees so that she can kiss Darin’s cock, then begin to show Him what good little sluts do with their mouths. Soon Darin is pumping in and out, then shooting His seed deep into deidre’s throat.

Next it’s Daddy’s turn, and one of deidre’s favorite parts of Daddy’s return. she’s allowed to worship Daddy’s feet and toes, cleaning them with her mouth, sucking and kissing each toe as if it was a little cock, licking up and down the tops and souls of His feet until they are nice and clean again. Darin decided to put a nice big dildo up inside deidre’s cunt as she begins to worship Daddy’s balls, then lick and tongue fuck His ass, then finally Daddy’s magnificent cock.

While deidre is concentrating on Daddy’s pleasure, Darin slides the dildo out of her pussy and replaces it with His cock. He begins to fuck her hard from behind, using her hips to pull him on and off of His cock until Daddy hears him starting to groan. Daddy tells Darin to pull out and shoot his load into deidre’s hand instead so she can lap it up like a kitten drinking milk. Once she’s done, she continues to suck Daddy’s cock until He, too, is groaning. He pulls out of her, and shoots His seed onto her face and into her mouth, allowing her to suck those last drops from Him and telling her that she’s Daddy’s good girl.

Goodbye My Lover

deidre was playing around on MySpace this morning and discovered this song on a new friend's page. It actually made her cry. Who says slaves can't be hopeless romantics?

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover Lyrics

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

listen here

Thank You, Master.

deidre has come to realize that not only are there people outside of the lifestyle that are unable (unwilling?) to comprehend the path that deidre has chosen, but there are those that are part of the BDSM world that don’t as well. There are those that just don’t understand how she can give herself completely. They don’t comprehend the why. They don’t realize that as a slave she is nothing more than what He wants her to be. she is simply a reflection of Him, a projection of His desires. As His Owned property, every part of her belongs to Him. As a slave, she came to Him, offered up every piece of her soul, her heart, her mind, and her body trusting Him to give back those aspects that are necessary for His pleasure and keeping the others locked away safe.

Master:

In 19 days it will be 2 years since You officially gave deidre Your collar (again- but this time for real). deidre loves You, Master. she worships You. she needs You more than anything else. she thanks You for loving her, for cherishing her, for keeping her as Yours, even when things from the outside cause complications. Thank You for holding her both when her body is racked with sobs and with laughter. Thank You for allowing her simply to be herself, for wanting her even when it’s hard to understand exactly what she doing/thinking/feeling. she wishes she could give You as much as You have given her, Master. she has nothing that hasn’t already come from You, but she will spend the rest of her life showing You how much she loves being Yours.

j’taime

childhood hauntings

A livejournal post from yesterday reminded deidre of something from her childhood. Something a little freaky actually, though it didn’t seem freaky at all when she was young. From the time Dad and Mom bought the house until they divorced and deidre got to move into the Master bedroom (from about age 6 through age 12) deidre slept with a ghost each and every night.

No, deidre was not crazy or imagining things. she very distinctly remembers trying to figure out every way that this visitor could be rationally explained. There was no way that it was light from the street or from the neighbor’s house. It was impossible that light from Mom and Dad’s bedroom right next door could’ve been coming through the air conditioning vent. It wasn’t some trick that deidre’s sister was playing on her.

There really was this lighter patch of darkness hovering over her as she drifted off to sleep. For some reason deidre never tried to touch it, or to talk to it. It never scared her or threatened her. It never made a sound. It was just there. Night after night.

It wasn’t until years later, after deidre had moved away and gotten married that she mentioned it to anyone else. As she grew older deidre convinced herself that she had imagined it all as children do.

One evening when Mom was over for dinner we were talking about things that deidre used to do when she was young, and the subject of this make believe ghost came up. The look on Mom’s face turned into one of fear and amazement as she began to tell deidre that when we first moved into the house, she had also seen something. Evidently this being had originally been hanging out in the Master bedroom. It scared Mom pretty badly, but left when she asked it to. She actually sat up in bed one night and politely asked it to leave. Little did Mom know that it just moved right into her children’s bedroom.

Finding this out was pretty incredible for deidre. Not only had she not imagined this ghost for years and years, but someone else had seen it too. Besides how cool is it to have your very own personal ghost?

In 3 weeks deidre goes back to her hometown, back to that house. Will it still be there? If it is will it show itself to deidre once again? Will it try to communicate with this one?

Master's home

Master’s finally home! His flight from Kansas ended up being delayed long enough that He had to reschedule the connecting flight from Atlanta and so landed in Tampa 2 hours later than originally planned. By the time We/we got home We/we were both exhausted and basically just went to bed.

Yesterday was another wonderful day off though. Master allowed deidre to sleep in, and He stayed with her so that she could cuddle in His arms as she slept and soak up some of that love she’d been missing since Wednesday. We/we didn’t do anything too terribly exciting during the day. Master’s cousin’s cocker spaniel is here while they drive back from Kansas/Oklahoma. What a poor little doggy. His eye sight has been fading gradually, and as of a few months ago He is completely blind. Twice a day He gets 3 different kinds of drops in His little buggy eyes. He has some kind of ear problem as well so twice a day she also has to put this vinegar stuff in there and clean it out with a q-tip, or else they clog up with wax. The whole process is a pain in the butt, but he’s such a cute dog and so loving that it makes it worth it just to see His puny little tail wagging happily.

While Dex is here We/we can’t really be away from the house too long or He starts to howl so there were no big Memorial Day plans. deidre whipped up a quick dessert Monday morning and at noon We/we headed over to the completely vanilla block party like thing that one of the neighbors puts on every year. Master mentioned several times (only half jokingly) that He should’ve brought a paddle or whip for some of the kids there. He’d never actually do anything, but Master’s “herd of screaming-jumping-watersplashing kids” threshold is fairly low. Especially when it appears that every parent is assuming that some other parent is watching them all when in fact nobody is. The food was good, and it was good to get together with everyone from the neighborhood, but We/we only stayed about 2 hours before walking back home to the quiet and calm of Master’ home.

Master decided that today would be another day where deidre gets to drink His piss throughout the day as well. Every couple of hours He’d have her go outside on the grass and kneel down so that her mouth was at the level of His cock. It’d been a while since deidre has tasted His water (the last time she was drunk) and it made her shudder quite a bit as she swallowed down every drop the first time. After that she was more used to it and was able to have a more appropriate reaction to the blessing of Master’s piss.

After dinner He took deidre into the bedroom and allowed her to worship His cock with her ass. First He had her suck Him a bit until His cock was both hard and wet from her mouth, then He had her climb up on top of Him, straddle Him, and push herself down so that His cock filled her asshole completely. He squeezed her nipples and breasts hard enough to make her cry as she rode His sweet cock then filled her with His seed. Afterward He had deidre lie down in a fetal position between His legs with her head resting upon one of His thighs as He dozed off.

After He woke up from His after sex slumber, Master decided to allow deidre to watch a movie with Him. Unfortunately We/we managed to pick what must have been one of Tom Hank’s worst movies ever called Mazes and Monsters. deidre thinks it was one of His first movies. Wow, was it bad. The ONLY good part of it was Tom Hanks.

After the movie Master took His little bitch to bed and held her again while He told her how much He had missed her while He was away. It sure is good to have Him home again.

Anniversary piercings

Master comes home tomorrow after being gone since Wednesday. Its funny. Once He leaves deidre always has this 6 10 hour period where she feels kind of excited because she has the whole house all to herself, and then all of the sudden the loneliness kicks in and she feels that emptiness that is always there when Hes absent. Theres nobody to bow to, nobody to beg for permission to be allowed to eat, drink, go potty, get on the furniture etc, yet deidre does it anyway. she used to feel a bit silly bowing and begging in an empty house, and giving herself permission, but now its comforting. Of course, its not nearly as nice as being able to kneel before Him to kiss His hand and tell Him how much she loves Him or being allowed to come up behind Him while He is in His chair or at the table to stroke His hair and give Him a hug, but deidre thinks she getting a little better each time He goes.

she had this wonderful idea last night. The anniversary of her collaring is coming up on the 22nd of next month. (Yay deidre!) Its also Masters birthday. For quite a while He has been planning to have deidres labia and clit hood pierced, but waiting for the right time Master hates for deidres pussy to be unavailable. Hed never want to compromise the healing time for her little cunt so fucking will be out for who knows how long, and all of the pounding deidres little slit gets during a regular days work would essentially do the same thing. Since deidre will be away for 8 days in California shortly after Masters birthday, though, it will be perfect timing. By the time she returns to His house shell be halfway done with the healing process and it wont be any more of an inconvenience to Master than her absence would be anyway. It comes with the added bonus of being a special reminder of Him and her slavery the entire time she is away.

The branding will probably have to wait. The original plan was to do all 7 piercings and the brand at the same time so that, again, Master is not inconvenienced in any way, but He doesnt yet have the branding equipment, and He wants to be 100% prepared so that it turns out perfectly and doesnt end up causing any problems. deidre thinks that Masters plan now is to do the brandings for both deidre and her future sister slave at the same time. Possibly in conjunction with the sistering ceremony.

A Day of Anal

Greystroke’s Question # 3

Let’s see. If deidre is allowed an entire day devoted only to her sister’s ass it would be wonderful! Let’s assume that this sister feels much the same way that deidre did about anal play when deidre came to Master. We’ll call her x to make it easier. x will have been fucked in her ass before simply as if it were only another hole (which it is) with no desire for her to ever feel pleasure that way. she’ll never have had anyone use her tongue on her ass, and be quite skittish about things ass related in general.

deidre knows exactly how x feels, she’s been there before after all, so first thing in the morning deidre will draw a hot bubble bath for her sister. The two of us will get in together and relax for a few moments before we start to talk about how this command from Master makes x feel a bit uncomfortable, in fact it makes her feel downright humiliated, but she’d never deny Him. her face is burning bright red and her eyes are down as she almost whispers her shame. Deidre kisses her on her forehead, tilts her chin up to kiss her nose and finally places her lips to her sisters lightly. X raises her eyes to deidre’s and deidre tells her that it’s ok, that it will all be alright. Just remember this is for His pleasure. His pleasure will become yours.

deidre begins to wash x’s body, allowing her to lie back and relax as the bath puff glides over x’s skin. Her nipples harden and x moans slightly as deidre caresses every part of her slowly, washing away her shame until she glistens. deidre’s cupped hands gently spill warm water down onto x to rinse away the body wash. she smells of citrus and ginger.

deidre slips in behind x, with deidre’s back resting up against the tub, her legs spread. X is sitting up just in front of her. All that separates x from the heat of deidre’s cunt is a few inches of fragrant water. X tilts her head back and deidre begins to wet her hair with fresh water from the spout and then to wash her hair with blackberry shampoo. deidre massages the suds into x’s scalp until she is moaning with pleasure, and then once again rinses her.

When we step out of the tub deidre pulls the big fluffy white towel off of the towel rack and begins to dry x’s body from head to toe. X sits down and deidre begins to comb the snarls from her wet hair gently, part it in the middle and braid it into the little girl braids that Master adores her in.

deidre leads x to the bedroom and has her lie down, face up on the bed, and get comfortable. deidre will crawl up on the bed next to x, lying on her side, facing x. deidre starts with a kiss, a teasing kiss where her lips hardly touch x’s lips, a kiss of nothing more than breath, slowly trailing these breathing kisses across x’s face, to her forehead, her nose, her cheeks, her chin, her neck, over to each ear, and then begin to trail the kisses down x’s body, hovering just a little longer over each nipple until they are engorged with blood. No part of deidre will actually touch x as she takes in x’s scent from her cunt and then breathes it back onto her. After deidre’s breath has tickled the very last toe she begins to kiss her way back up, this time with long slow sucking kisses, taking time to taste every part of x’s body until she is once again kissing x’s mouth, this time hard, passionate, sucking the breath from x until she is panting, until every nerve is crying out.

Once again deidre kisses her way down to x’s nipples, using her fingers and mouth until x is writhing, stopping only to move down to x’s dripping wet and hot cunt. x parts her legs as deidre begins to tease with her tongue licking up and down her slit, tasting her juices, savoring them, using her tongue to scoop them out of that sweet fuck hole. X’s body tenses, quivers, she screams out over and over and the collapses in that after orgasm nirvana.

One finger slides up inside, swirling, then curving to bring out that creamy treat. It’s painted onto x’s mouth like lip gloss, dipped inside again and applied onto her areola and hard nipples. deidre’s mouth closes around x’s clit again to bring her to 2…3…4 orgasms; to force x’s mind to be overcome by the pleasure so that while deidre’s tongue continues to tease x’s clit her finger can begin to slowly explore x’s sensitive hole.

That one finger, coated in more fuck juice, circles slowly around the opening, presses against it lightly, then circles again until finally just the tip presses inside. deidre holds her finger there, just slightly invading the tight ring of x’s asshole as she begins to once again bring x to orgasm. At that moment when x is bucking and screaming with pleasure deidre slides her finger in all the way and begins to fuck her gently.

to be continued...